Use somebody.

Lately, School's been the main priority in my life.. I just needed to start off the school year focused on Schoolwork, and not fooling around too much. I know, there's a time for playing around, and there's a time for being serious. Freshman year isn't the way I pictured it, but I'm pretty happy to be in High School now. Even though, I have to deal with a lot more stress in my life.
Volleyball 2-1. in our leauge.
As you probably were wondering, I'm still going strong with my Boyfriend.
I've realized so many things, because of other things going on to other people. I've realized that you can take love away from me and leave me Here alone, but the one thing you can never be able to take away from me is my dreams. and in my dreams i'm still in love with him and will be forever no matter what you say. no matter what you do, i still love him.

&then again.

There will always be you to look forward to in the mornings.

I miss...

I miss our ways, together forever..right?

these words,

mean a lot to me,




"i will not cheat on you i will be THE best boyfriend".

personal.

i want to stop giving. all i ever do is give give give give give give give.. and give. no, i'm not suppsoed to expect anything back; no gratitude or anything, but how is it supposed to feel when i put so much in? not positive, for one. it's hard to lay back, it's hard when it's not something i'd normally do, or have ever wanted to do. but now i want it and i can't do it. every time i tell myself to stop, it just doesn't work. i want need to stop giving...and to stop settling for less than i deserive.

meant to be with you, and ONLY you.

I strongly believe that two people are
connected at heart. And it doesn't
matter what you do, or who you are,
or where you live. There are no
boundaries or barriers if two people
are destined to be together.

Because,

Because sometimes there is no easy way out. You just have to grin and bear it. Sometimes the only escape route is to go straight through the flames, just brace yourself and bite your lip. Sometimes you have to sever the ties clean off. Because in every relationship, there comes a point when the damage is too much & no matter how good it once was, the memories can't sustain you. You have to save yourself knowing all the while it will hurt like hell. Because you can't keep giving someone everything if you get nothing in return. You're so afraid to continue what we have, you know something's there. You feel it just as much as I do when you touch me, you like it just as much as I do when you kiss me. It's just, you're pulling away now 'cause you know that if you don't pull away soon, you might find yourself falling in love. And I don't think you're prepared for that.