I've decided to update this blog on my Cellular device :).

Everything's going to be alright. I just know it.

Venting,

Have you ever had the urge to do something, but you know it's bad and you shouldn't be doing it? That's how exactly I feel at the moment. There's things that my heart is telling my head to do, but other things that my head is telling my heart to do, I don't know which one to listen to or if I should even to listen to either of them. So many things have been going on over the course of the last month, I've been dealing with the whole situation of moving to a new house. Living somewhere half your life, being so comfortable with your surroundings, then moving to a new place, getting comfortable with your surroundings finally, but then you move to a new place and you don't know anyone or where anything is. That isn't being comfortable, and I don't want to end up like that. Originally, my parents were going to let me finish my 1st semester at Fairfax, but then I just had so much other stress and other things to worry about to be going back and fourth from where I live now, to Fairfax everyday for 5 days a week. I think my parents made the right choice of transferring me sooner than later.. Sadly, things have happened since I've moved that I can't change, or that are still being talked about. One thing is, my situation with my "lover"<3. We were both so depressed that I was moving away from him, that now that it has happened, it's been no biggie. I have a feeling though, that when I start the new school next week, my emotions are going to start kicking in again. I seriously can't handle my emotions, how I feel right now. It's all slipping out of my control and slowly killing me deep inside, one moment after another.. Situations like these, I never know how to help myself...I feel so different, too many things are all happening at the same time, it can be sometimes too overwhelming... that's a way to put it.